mondays always suck.

ive been out of it all day. i had a headache from thinking myself into circles, which i tend to do often. ive been trying to keep my mind off of things since the minute got home. i really need to find a stress reliever. i used to paint alot but lately ive got no inspiration, sadly. is it normal for me wanting to set things on fire? cause i do right now but i know that'll be dangerous. maybe i should just take a nice long shower and not stress about it. everything does happen for a reason right?

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I havent talked to you all day and i quite frankly dont care. i feel like youre lying to me. i dont know why you would but i have this feeling. maybe youre bad news after all. i really hope youre not though. i hope that im just overreacting again. i honestly just dont know....