T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E

have you ever been in a love quad? if no, then you dont want to be in one. trust me. if you thought relationships were complex, you have no idea until youre in my situation. like seriously? wtf. anyways, my love life is not the reason of this post. today was terrible. i woke up an hour late and had to get ready in literally 5 minutes. it sucked. and to top it all off... it rained. wtf is up? its always raining! and rain makes me sad. really sad. lol i dont even want to do my homework. i think im just going to curl up in my bed an watch some movies. and then watch gossip girl at 7 cause i love chuck bass. hes the one guy that never disappoints me. hahaha. toally kidding. but yeah. hopefully gossip girl will cheer me up. oh! i forgot! okay, so i was planning on looking uber cute tomorrow but sadly, i have a chem lab so now i have to wear jeans and closed toe shoes. FML. no, fuck chemistry. im never gonna need it in life anyways. at least i know that in about an hour ill get a text from him and he'll make my day all better (: haha. look at me all sappy and shit. but whatever, i just cant help myself >.<

just a little more about moi

as you know my name is nicole. i live in illinois but im definitely moving to california for college. i enjoy sleeping, texting (yes i know its cliche), watching movies, writing (duh), and painting. and i hate onions, cold weather, and show offs more than anything. id like to say im pretty spontaneous and random and sometimes even borderline weird. im pretty impatient and i get annoyed pretty easily. some people say that i look mean but i dont think so. like if you were to randomly come up to me and say 'hey lets be friends' and you didnt look like a creeper, id prbly say 'sure!'. i love laughing so if you can make me laugh ill prbly love you. im pretty short. im only like 5'3''-ish. my friends usually make fun of me and i usually blame my asian-ness. oh yeah! did i forget? im half asian. not that its important or anything cause i act 'so white' according to my best friend in the entire world JENNIFER SHEN. im a lucky person to have known her my entire life. youre just jealous cause ive known my best friend for +15 years. suckerr. so yeah, i really dont like rambling about myself. i feel like im missing key concepts to my personality that only your friends notice. if that makes sense. so im gonna stop cause i feel conceited. i always feel conceited when i start rambling in like those 'about me' things on myspace and facebook. if thats normal. doesnt everyone feel that way? whatever.



oh did i forget to mention how i love chuck bass? lol. he's like the best fictional character, well in my opinoin. so yes, now you can make fun of me. esspecially you jenn cause i know youre going to read this and mention it. (: