the two crazy asians

the only pretty picture me and ashley took all day.

mondays always suck.

ive been out of it all day. i had a headache from thinking myself into circles, which i tend to do often. ive been trying to keep my mind off of things since the minute got home. i really need to find a stress reliever. i used to paint alot but lately ive got no inspiration, sadly. is it normal for me wanting to set things on fire? cause i do right now but i know that'll be dangerous. maybe i should just take a nice long shower and not stress about it. everything does happen for a reason right?

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I havent talked to you all day and i quite frankly dont care. i feel like youre lying to me. i dont know why you would but i have this feeling. maybe youre bad news after all. i really hope youre not though. i hope that im just overreacting again. i honestly just dont know....

T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E

have you ever been in a love quad? if no, then you dont want to be in one. trust me. if you thought relationships were complex, you have no idea until youre in my situation. like seriously? wtf. anyways, my love life is not the reason of this post. today was terrible. i woke up an hour late and had to get ready in literally 5 minutes. it sucked. and to top it all off... it rained. wtf is up? its always raining! and rain makes me sad. really sad. lol i dont even want to do my homework. i think im just going to curl up in my bed an watch some movies. and then watch gossip girl at 7 cause i love chuck bass. hes the one guy that never disappoints me. hahaha. toally kidding. but yeah. hopefully gossip girl will cheer me up. oh! i forgot! okay, so i was planning on looking uber cute tomorrow but sadly, i have a chem lab so now i have to wear jeans and closed toe shoes. FML. no, fuck chemistry. im never gonna need it in life anyways. at least i know that in about an hour ill get a text from him and he'll make my day all better (: haha. look at me all sappy and shit. but whatever, i just cant help myself >.<

sundays always suck

I haven't been updating this lately and i feel bad so im going to create a long entry before i hop into the shower and continue my day. so today is sunday which means its homework and laundry day. yay! =.= i have to read about 30 pages for sound and the fury and i know its going to feel more like 300 pages. and to top it all off, i have to do 3 guided readings for history. blahhhhhh. my mom will probably force me to go to the grocery store with her and what not, which im fine with as long as she buys me the new teen vogue (: i also still have to call rebek and jenn and manage to squeeze in time to burn a coldplay cd and get new movies from blockbuster. i was suppose to get an ID this weekend but i guess that's not happening until next weekend or until my mother remembers. i feel really disgusting right now so i think i should go and shower. ill probably update again today? i think? i dont know. oh! according to weather.com.... its suppose to rain today. ugh fml.

coldplay sooths the soul.

Look at the stars. Look how they shine for you. And everything you do. Yeah, they were all yellow. I came along. I wrote a song for you. And all the things you do. And it was called "Yellow". So then I took my turn.Oh what a thing to have done. And it was all "Yellow". Your skin. Oh yeah, your skin and bones. Turn into something beautiful.And you know. You know I love you so. You know I love you so. I swam across. I jumped across for you. Oh what a thing to do. 'Cause you were all "Yellow". I drew a line. I drew a line for you. Oh what a thing to do. And it was all "Yellow". Your skin. Oh yeah your skin and bones. Turn into something beautiful. And you know. For you I'd bleed myself dry. For you I'd bleed myself dry. It's true, look how they shine for you. Look how they shine for you. Look how they shine for. Look how they shine for you. Look how they shine for you. Look how they shine. Look at the stars. Look how they shine for you. And all the things that you do.

rain rain

GO AWAY! like seriously. for some reason i'm always in a bad mood when it rains. it's just depressing to me. i do not find it soothing at all. not one bit. and on top of that school is not helping the depressing factor at all. just 7 more weeks...